I've been working so hard
losing my mind, creativity
drowns me, and I feel
I'm fading away

fading into the distance
into the background
of the big picture
looking for something
to make me unique
looking for something
to give me a beat.

WOOO HOOOO!!!! I had my ultra-sound yesterday, and they told me it'll be a boy. I thought it would be, but a girl never knows for sure. Thinking about a baby shower, since we got rid of all our baby stuff (aside from clothes) when we moved out of our last place.


A little boy
I thought it would be
the cravings and
the way the baby
was carrying,
it couldn't be a girl.

I saw his face
on the ultra sound
a very strange experience.
Almost looked like Casper
the friendly ghost.

The video tape they
made for me, the kids
went nuts to watch it.
All excited about a new
brother, they'll wait
til he's born to meet him.