The world I see has changed so drastically in this town. People who I thought I knew drugs run this place in my face my friends aren't who they used to be. Loyalty no longer stands, I feel a sort of grief at what is going on, at how I feel my youth is through, 19 yeas and after only one, I feel there is no point in partying each night, at all even I want to break ties with these people but for a few, how can this be the end?